heyy ppls. i havent been bloggin in lyk ages. was bz so yea... but i wrote an awesome song n im proud it.. i love it..
How About Now
Sorrows fill this empty space
As my love is fading away
From all the things that we were
But u could never say
Can i ever see beyond the hurt
And make it to tomorrow?
Change the colours that around me, the hurt that surrounds me
And open up to
The ways you made me feel so real
And the ways i loved you
For all the things i did for you
The sleepless night i made through
My love would find you
c/h
How about now, how about today
What if your making me into everything i suppose to be
What if our love was always there and never gone
What if its lost behind words you could never find
Baby, before its too late
Put my heart back together
How about now...
The sun is breaking into a new day
Time to start my souless life again
This broken hearted girl can still survive
With a touch of your love
As the Sun sets into the darkness
I am close by you, my love would find you
c/h
Now that my love has found you
Now that you’ve brought me this far
Just don’t me hanging
There is nothing that won’t stop me
From being by your side
For i am there wift you
For all eternity i am yours..
chorus x2
Written by Stephanie on 27 November 2009 ..........
so thts the song please comment n tell me wht u think.... cause honestly i feel lyk Jacob Black frm The Twilight Saga..... he loved Bella n he was better for her....
well thts all for now... i will be uploading more songs soon... cya peeps... thks for the love
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
New Music (part 1)
Heyz ppl........ i knw i haven been bloggin 4 som time bt hey im bck!!!! So tiz time ima talk bout somthin i reli lov.............. MUSIC!!!!!!
okz so recently they're lots of new music out. som frm new artists (eg. Kristinia DeBarge) and frm som well knw artists (eg. eminem) so ima grade the songs 1 by 1. (yes dun gt a heart attack ima post them slowy haha!) so here v go
i dun knw bout u guyz bt im soo lovin 3oh!3. They r an awsom group!!!!!!!!! so 4 toz of u hu r goin "hu the hell is 3oh!3?" well heres a lil bit bout them............ 3oh!3 is an American electronic music group from Boulder, Colorado, consisting of Sean Foreman and Nathaniel Motte. The group hit it big whn their single "Don't Trust Me" cam out. bt here the thing, if u dun lyk electronic music thn u mite nt lyk them........... still i hope they make their way 2 m'sia!
otha songs frm 3oh!3 worth checkin out
~ Punkbitch, Richman, Starstrukk......
okz so recently they're lots of new music out. som frm new artists (eg. Kristinia DeBarge) and frm som well knw artists (eg. eminem) so ima grade the songs 1 by 1. (yes dun gt a heart attack ima post them slowy haha!) so here v go
i dun knw bout u guyz bt im soo lovin 3oh!3. They r an awsom group!!!!!!!!! so 4 toz of u hu r goin "hu the hell is 3oh!3?" well heres a lil bit bout them............ 3oh!3 is an American electronic music group from Boulder, Colorado, consisting of Sean Foreman and Nathaniel Motte. The group hit it big whn their single "Don't Trust Me" cam out. bt here the thing, if u dun lyk electronic music thn u mite nt lyk them........... still i hope they make their way 2 m'sia!
otha songs frm 3oh!3 worth checkin out
~ Punkbitch, Richman, Starstrukk......
Thursday, May 21, 2009
My Life Is A Misery.. (May 2009 the worst month evr)
wat up ppls? i knw i haven been bloggin 4 awhile, tats cz ive been bz w stuff...... The month of May 4 me can b discribed in 1 word HORRIBLE! let me tell u wht i mean.......
The month started off quite ok. My life was still in its place. My cus was here n she was soo happy 2 c me soo happy. Afta she left, tats whn the nonsense started. I think it was still the 1st week of May tat the most horrible thing happen ~ i lost the 1 i love........ the thing tat hurt me d most. I juz reli dun knw wat happen... we were soo good 2 each other... (been frnds 4 months bout a year 2 b exact) n suddenly out of no whre he gt mad @ me 4 no reason n tat was it....... the end of my life........ we promised each other 2 stay out of each other's life. At 1st it wasnt easy cz i spend most of my time on9 n so does he, so whneva i go to the site i always go 2 he'll b thre. Bt l8tz he started talkin 2 me, frndly talkin. i kinda like it. feels gr8 tat v can still b frnds... bt he started 2 piss me off. he started 2 flirt w my best frnds. his plan is 2 make me jealous.... i knw cz he has hinted 2 a few a my frnds. The most recent 1 is tat hes datin 1 of my best frnd.... n she thinks he reli likes her bt actually its all his plan. N she doesnt want 2 belief any1..... wish she would likes n not gt hurt....... its up 2 her so i cant do anythin
Thn thre was the funeral's. The depressin part........ well 1st 1 was my dad cus. He died of cancer. I didnt feel soo bad cz i saw him in the hospital (still can remember the date 14 feb. o9 i visited him ~ valentines day). Wht i pity was he had a daughther hu was 10 years old. The day of the funeral, she was cryin..... which made me sad n made me cry. Next was my aunt's cus. He died a horrible death. car accident in singapore. The car burst into flames! it hit a tree n thn the divider n finnaly burst into flames. i saw the pics. it was horrific...... 3 ppl were burned on the spot. My aunts cus is married bt doesnt hav any kids. May their souls rest in peace..
The last thing is w my parents. C they think i spend 2 much time in front of the comp. Bt heres the thing, my frnds r all on the net. n i feel beta whn i talk 2 them. Its like they're the best! lov u guyz (alisa, si, m, marie, dustin, n soo much more). n bsides if i dun talk 2 dustin 4 1 day it juz doesnt seem rite........lol damn chezzy. so if onli my rents could understand tiz................Lastly was tat i lost my KWN comp. Our storyboard didnt gt accepted. Bt my junior's 1 gt accepted. It was damn depressin cz tiz is the last year 4 us to join........ so so long KWN had soo much fun last year......... 2 every1 i met last year, i miss u soo much! hope someday v can meet!
Well hopefull Jun will b beta 4 me....... n hopefully i gt dustin......lolz..... well i think tats all... so im off 2 study...... songs 4 the month of may :
Daurgtry - over you
good charlotte - break apart her heart n dance floor anthem
Colbie Caillat - realize, the little things
3oh!3 - richman, punkbitch
ashley tisdale - its alrite, its ok
jordin sparks - battlefield
ashlee simpsons - liltle miss obssesive
akon- trouble maker (me n dustin's fav song!)
The month started off quite ok. My life was still in its place. My cus was here n she was soo happy 2 c me soo happy. Afta she left, tats whn the nonsense started. I think it was still the 1st week of May tat the most horrible thing happen ~ i lost the 1 i love........ the thing tat hurt me d most. I juz reli dun knw wat happen... we were soo good 2 each other... (been frnds 4 months bout a year 2 b exact) n suddenly out of no whre he gt mad @ me 4 no reason n tat was it....... the end of my life........ we promised each other 2 stay out of each other's life. At 1st it wasnt easy cz i spend most of my time on9 n so does he, so whneva i go to the site i always go 2 he'll b thre. Bt l8tz he started talkin 2 me, frndly talkin. i kinda like it. feels gr8 tat v can still b frnds... bt he started 2 piss me off. he started 2 flirt w my best frnds. his plan is 2 make me jealous.... i knw cz he has hinted 2 a few a my frnds. The most recent 1 is tat hes datin 1 of my best frnd.... n she thinks he reli likes her bt actually its all his plan. N she doesnt want 2 belief any1..... wish she would likes n not gt hurt....... its up 2 her so i cant do anythin
Thn thre was the funeral's. The depressin part........ well 1st 1 was my dad cus. He died of cancer. I didnt feel soo bad cz i saw him in the hospital (still can remember the date 14 feb. o9 i visited him ~ valentines day). Wht i pity was he had a daughther hu was 10 years old. The day of the funeral, she was cryin..... which made me sad n made me cry. Next was my aunt's cus. He died a horrible death. car accident in singapore. The car burst into flames! it hit a tree n thn the divider n finnaly burst into flames. i saw the pics. it was horrific...... 3 ppl were burned on the spot. My aunts cus is married bt doesnt hav any kids. May their souls rest in peace..
The last thing is w my parents. C they think i spend 2 much time in front of the comp. Bt heres the thing, my frnds r all on the net. n i feel beta whn i talk 2 them. Its like they're the best! lov u guyz (alisa, si, m, marie, dustin, n soo much more). n bsides if i dun talk 2 dustin 4 1 day it juz doesnt seem rite........lol damn chezzy. so if onli my rents could understand tiz................Lastly was tat i lost my KWN comp. Our storyboard didnt gt accepted. Bt my junior's 1 gt accepted. It was damn depressin cz tiz is the last year 4 us to join........ so so long KWN had soo much fun last year......... 2 every1 i met last year, i miss u soo much! hope someday v can meet!
Well hopefull Jun will b beta 4 me....... n hopefully i gt dustin......lolz..... well i think tats all... so im off 2 study...... songs 4 the month of may :
Daurgtry - over you
good charlotte - break apart her heart n dance floor anthem
Colbie Caillat - realize, the little things
3oh!3 - richman, punkbitch
ashley tisdale - its alrite, its ok
jordin sparks - battlefield
ashlee simpsons - liltle miss obssesive
akon- trouble maker (me n dustin's fav song!)
Monday, March 30, 2009
Arch madnesss!!!!!!!!!!
ATTENTION ! A NEW VIRUS HAS HIT.............
SYMTOMS INCLUDE
CANT STOP SINGIN CRUSH OR A LIL TOO NOT OVER YOU
USIN SONG TITLES BY DAVID ARCHIE IN UR SENTENCES
OTHER SYMTOMS ARE ALL RELEVENT AS LONG AS ITS CONNECTED TO DAVID ARCHIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok y the heck am i sayin tat? well cz arch madness has hit me.......... yes im David Archies no.1 fan. i hav been supportin him since day 1. ever since he walked into the audition room 4 American Idol n startin singin Waitin 4 the world to change by john mayer. heres 18 reasons y u too should b hit by arch madness
1. The obvious 1, He is damn cute & extremely hott 2 me
2. he is humble
3. he has a gr8 personality
4. he apprici8 old music ( 4 his age tats awsome n rare!)
5. he has a sense of humor!
6. he can overcome failures and come back strong ''from the messed up performance of we can work it out to the amazing long and winding road''
7. he is strong. (w/ all the gossips n stuff)
8. he is very polite
9. he's very genuine. the way he gratefully says thankyou to all the judges.
10. he's not arrogant. after weeks of fans screaming for him, he still feels shy when they shout ''i love you''
11. he has originality, not the strongest but he does
12. he ability to connects with ppl through his songs (tiz is very true cz i myself can feel wat he was feelin whn he wrote any of songs. i juz knw wat feelin i am suppose to feel)
13. his ability to have so much emotions when he sings
14. he knows how to play instruments (piano n guitar)
14. he is consistent in performing
15. he is a gr8 role model ( he is my role model!)
16. he is gr8 friend
17. he appriciate his fans (eg. he wears som of the jewelery given bt them)
18. he writes his own songs ( he inspires me to write more songs)
"Dont let go" n keep "Runnin" after ur dreams, only "You can" determine ur future, "Dont let go" of ur hopes, dun keep "Waitin 4 yestaday" instead break down all the "Barriers" n reach the top whre u can "Touch my hand" to help u to the top, there's "Somebody out there" 4 me an "Angel" to b exact, if u "Let me go" ill b singin "A lil too nt over u", if u keep "Fallin" dun wori juz look 4 "My Hands" to give u a hand, alwayz remember dun lie cz "Your eyes dun lie", dun b so "Deperate" "To be w/ u"..........................
ok the reason i did those slogans r cz those words in the " r all david's songs!!!!!!!!!!!
SYMTOMS INCLUDE
CANT STOP SINGIN CRUSH OR A LIL TOO NOT OVER YOU
USIN SONG TITLES BY DAVID ARCHIE IN UR SENTENCES
OTHER SYMTOMS ARE ALL RELEVENT AS LONG AS ITS CONNECTED TO DAVID ARCHIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok y the heck am i sayin tat? well cz arch madness has hit me.......... yes im David Archies no.1 fan. i hav been supportin him since day 1. ever since he walked into the audition room 4 American Idol n startin singin Waitin 4 the world to change by john mayer. heres 18 reasons y u too should b hit by arch madness
1. The obvious 1, He is damn cute & extremely hott 2 me
2. he is humble
3. he has a gr8 personality
4. he apprici8 old music ( 4 his age tats awsome n rare!)
5. he has a sense of humor!
6. he can overcome failures and come back strong ''from the messed up performance of we can work it out to the amazing long and winding road''
7. he is strong. (w/ all the gossips n stuff)
8. he is very polite
9. he's very genuine. the way he gratefully says thankyou to all the judges.
10. he's not arrogant. after weeks of fans screaming for him, he still feels shy when they shout ''i love you''
11. he has originality, not the strongest but he does
12. he ability to connects with ppl through his songs (tiz is very true cz i myself can feel wat he was feelin whn he wrote any of songs. i juz knw wat feelin i am suppose to feel)
13. his ability to have so much emotions when he sings
14. he knows how to play instruments (piano n guitar)
14. he is consistent in performing
15. he is a gr8 role model ( he is my role model!)
16. he is gr8 friend
17. he appriciate his fans (eg. he wears som of the jewelery given bt them)
18. he writes his own songs ( he inspires me to write more songs)
"Dont let go" n keep "Runnin" after ur dreams, only "You can" determine ur future, "Dont let go" of ur hopes, dun keep "Waitin 4 yestaday" instead break down all the "Barriers" n reach the top whre u can "Touch my hand" to help u to the top, there's "Somebody out there" 4 me an "Angel" to b exact, if u "Let me go" ill b singin "A lil too nt over u", if u keep "Fallin" dun wori juz look 4 "My Hands" to give u a hand, alwayz remember dun lie cz "Your eyes dun lie", dun b so "Deperate" "To be w/ u"..........................
ok the reason i did those slogans r cz those words in the " r all david's songs!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 27, 2009
Somtimes it juz pisses ppl off!
Ok so by the title u can c tat im pissed off. Well it all actually started last year. My skool is the most unfair skool in the whole. I was no 18 in the whole class (last year) n i gt send down to the 2nd class while my frien hu was no 30 gt to remain in the 1st class! Damn unfair rite? Well i decided to overlook tat. (after cryin bout it 4 3 dayz!). Bt wat hapen today would definately piss any1 off! The day started off by an assembly. Durin the assembly, they had a sport check.
So we all knw tat our liquid paper was in danger. Bt i couldnt care less bout tat. Bt the teacher said lets check the students nw. So i was in good condition. Nothin wrong. Until............. the perfect saw my fail. My fail had Jonas Brothers & David Archuleta pics. 4 decoration n destressin purposes onli. The perfect juz took my fail n took out my pics. My heart juz dropped! tat was juz crossed line. seriously w/out any permission wat rite do u hav to juz take my fail n take out somthin so presious to me! The teacher was like if u brin anythin tat could disturb the harmony between students tat it shall b taken. i juz gt 1 question. What the heck is the pics hav to w/ harmony? no1 even bothered to look @ other ppl fails? this was reli fucked up! The gurl bside me had it more worst. They actually took her story books. I mean the skool is always pushin us to read more n now if they keep doin this the students will lose interest in readin n thn the skool will com up w/ more so called "usefull" idea tat to me r nonsence n troblesoom to us students. Wat fucked up theory is tat?
As time passed, i tried to 4 gt bout wat hapen bt i couldnt. i was havin a massive headache. 2morow was the prize givin day 4 last year's best students. I was suppose to receive best student for english bt it went to a damn chinese gal hu gt B's throughout the whole semester! i gt A's throughout the whole semester bt i didn't gt it. Hw fucked up is tat?
Well the moral of the story is if u want to b treated unfairly eventought u did soo much 4 the skool ( i represent my skool in a comp whre we v the top 10 skool in the whole of Malaysia) n preety much live in a prison or 6 n half hrs of pure agony,n aso selfish in way tat they onli wana brin up the skools name in the amount of students hu gt A's in major goverment exams, thn i suggest tat u attend my skool....
So we all knw tat our liquid paper was in danger. Bt i couldnt care less bout tat. Bt the teacher said lets check the students nw. So i was in good condition. Nothin wrong. Until............. the perfect saw my fail. My fail had Jonas Brothers & David Archuleta pics. 4 decoration n destressin purposes onli. The perfect juz took my fail n took out my pics. My heart juz dropped! tat was juz crossed line. seriously w/out any permission wat rite do u hav to juz take my fail n take out somthin so presious to me! The teacher was like if u brin anythin tat could disturb the harmony between students tat it shall b taken. i juz gt 1 question. What the heck is the pics hav to w/ harmony? no1 even bothered to look @ other ppl fails? this was reli fucked up! The gurl bside me had it more worst. They actually took her story books. I mean the skool is always pushin us to read more n now if they keep doin this the students will lose interest in readin n thn the skool will com up w/ more so called "usefull" idea tat to me r nonsence n troblesoom to us students. Wat fucked up theory is tat?
As time passed, i tried to 4 gt bout wat hapen bt i couldnt. i was havin a massive headache. 2morow was the prize givin day 4 last year's best students. I was suppose to receive best student for english bt it went to a damn chinese gal hu gt B's throughout the whole semester! i gt A's throughout the whole semester bt i didn't gt it. Hw fucked up is tat?
Well the moral of the story is if u want to b treated unfairly eventought u did soo much 4 the skool ( i represent my skool in a comp whre we v the top 10 skool in the whole of Malaysia) n preety much live in a prison or 6 n half hrs of pure agony,n aso selfish in way tat they onli wana brin up the skools name in the amount of students hu gt A's in major goverment exams, thn i suggest tat u attend my skool....
Friday, March 13, 2009
Skool's Out ppl!!!!!!!!!!!
wuhoooo.......... ppl skool's out......... juz 4 1 week onli lar. Neway my grandma is in the hospital soo............i can't go to KL. Hey bt u'll nvr knw wat will hapen. but ima focus on the bright side of things. CONCERTS!
U heard rite. Last year i managed to go 2 concert's The Click 5 Live In Genting n Avril Lavigne Live @ Stadium Negara. it rawked. Bt tiz i think its the concert year 4 Malaysia. Its kinda hard 4 me cz im in Form 3 (PMR year) bt hey it isnt gona stop me frm havin fun n partyin like every1 my age does... Every1 was so excited bout Rihanna comin down here. Finally she is comin! Thn the **** up bf of hers started a problem. (bt i dun wana say anythin bout tat subject altought im very up 2 date bout it!) juz b4 she could come. Well i guesse it was 4 the best cz rite now even my mum wants 2 go 4 the concert.
Of course the unbeliefbly talented Jason Mraz was down. Oh God, my idol (4 on guitar) he was finally here. The sadest thing......... it was on a Wednesday! my hopes of catchin my idol performin my fav songz was over! Sooo here's me hopin to catch him live again..........
The most recent we hav bout hu is comin down is David Archuleta! God, he is soooo cute..... n pluz i luv his songz! N im soooo goin!!!!
Well here's a list of celebs tat i wish i could c
Jonas Brothers ( My idols!!!)
Paramore
Jason Mraz
Miley Cyrus
Jesse McCartney
Fall Out Boy
T.I
Rihanna
Katy Perry
Lady GaGa
Nickelback
Simple Plan
My List is quite long n i dun hav the time write it all down so ill update it soon
till the next time
tiz has been a Fantasy Gurl Production!
U heard rite. Last year i managed to go 2 concert's The Click 5 Live In Genting n Avril Lavigne Live @ Stadium Negara. it rawked. Bt tiz i think its the concert year 4 Malaysia. Its kinda hard 4 me cz im in Form 3 (PMR year) bt hey it isnt gona stop me frm havin fun n partyin like every1 my age does... Every1 was so excited bout Rihanna comin down here. Finally she is comin! Thn the **** up bf of hers started a problem. (bt i dun wana say anythin bout tat subject altought im very up 2 date bout it!) juz b4 she could come. Well i guesse it was 4 the best cz rite now even my mum wants 2 go 4 the concert.
Of course the unbeliefbly talented Jason Mraz was down. Oh God, my idol (4 on guitar) he was finally here. The sadest thing......... it was on a Wednesday! my hopes of catchin my idol performin my fav songz was over! Sooo here's me hopin to catch him live again..........
The most recent we hav bout hu is comin down is David Archuleta! God, he is soooo cute..... n pluz i luv his songz! N im soooo goin!!!!
Well here's a list of celebs tat i wish i could c
Jonas Brothers ( My idols!!!)
Paramore
Jason Mraz
Miley Cyrus
Jesse McCartney
Fall Out Boy
T.I
Rihanna
Katy Perry
Lady GaGa
Nickelback
Simple Plan
My List is quite long n i dun hav the time write it all down so ill update it soon
till the next time
tiz has been a Fantasy Gurl Production!
Friday, February 27, 2009
end of 2008........... beginin of 2009
I knw wat ur thinkin its Febuary 2nd month of 2009 bt y the heck am i tellin stuff frm 2008. its cz i haven been bloggin 4 quite som time. So 2008 ended well not so good
Mu unc gt married 1 week afta my b'day. It went very well. n soo did my speech. Until....... my cazin told tat i liked my aunty's brother. it was a very awkward moment. n i was so embrassed cz until now no 1 beliefs me when i said i was ova him! The next thing tat hapen was my report card. it was quite bad. n shockin 4 me cz i studied my head off. I mean frm 9pm 2 2am n wake up @ 8am until 12 pm. It was impossible 4 me to gt those horrible results. Thn i realised somthin i should knw a long time. The reason should not b stated here as it will b dangerous. Afta tat was Christmas. My x-mas was rawkin. i enjoyed my self.
2009 was bad as i started skool in a class i promised myself tat i'll nvr go bck. I went bck 2 da second class. i was in tat class in Form 1. N now Form 3 im bck n tat horrible class w/ the gals tat i hate. N my best frein is in the 1st class. Bt i hav learned my lesson n now i knw wat do whn in tat class. I am still survivin in tat class. So im studyin my butt off tryin gt 7 a's tiz year. Bt it wont stop frm havin fun. I am goin 4 som concerts. such as Rihanna, David Archuleta, n Jonas Brothers. It will b awsom to c Jo Bros cz they inspire me in soo many diff ways.
How the rest of 2009 will b? well onli time will tell...................
Mu unc gt married 1 week afta my b'day. It went very well. n soo did my speech. Until....... my cazin told tat i liked my aunty's brother. it was a very awkward moment. n i was so embrassed cz until now no 1 beliefs me when i said i was ova him! The next thing tat hapen was my report card. it was quite bad. n shockin 4 me cz i studied my head off. I mean frm 9pm 2 2am n wake up @ 8am until 12 pm. It was impossible 4 me to gt those horrible results. Thn i realised somthin i should knw a long time. The reason should not b stated here as it will b dangerous. Afta tat was Christmas. My x-mas was rawkin. i enjoyed my self.
2009 was bad as i started skool in a class i promised myself tat i'll nvr go bck. I went bck 2 da second class. i was in tat class in Form 1. N now Form 3 im bck n tat horrible class w/ the gals tat i hate. N my best frein is in the 1st class. Bt i hav learned my lesson n now i knw wat do whn in tat class. I am still survivin in tat class. So im studyin my butt off tryin gt 7 a's tiz year. Bt it wont stop frm havin fun. I am goin 4 som concerts. such as Rihanna, David Archuleta, n Jonas Brothers. It will b awsom to c Jo Bros cz they inspire me in soo many diff ways.
How the rest of 2009 will b? well onli time will tell...................
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