Remain Unchanged

When all hope has vanished and all men perished,
My Love for you will remain undead,
But the moment you stop caring for this love,
This lifeless soul will stop breathing.

Our love is like the way the stars hold the moon,
So secure, so unbreakable,
The moment I met you and your perfection
Your smile was all it took,
To make me know where I belong

I shall remain in my past, the blissful moments,
I shall forever remember till the last,
Cherish forever this memory,
For days come and go, people come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

I will be waiting in the wings,
For my broken wings can't take me to your side,
I promise I will never find another as perfect as you,
And thank you for the life you gave me,
And I shall fight for that again
For that, I shall Remain Unchanged.

I wrote this on 6 June 2010. and i love this :)

Tears, Scars, Hurt and Misery

Hey people.. misery business is what i have going on. Im stuck on this page of my life. And i think i don't want to leave it. Maybe cause its my happy place. And everybody never wants to leave their happy place cause you feel like nothing can bring you down. Everything was perfect. Maybe cause it was the 1st time i was feeling love. Being in love. And everyone knows the first cut is the deepest. He isnt the 1st. but it feels like he is.

Holidays are over. So fast. It was fun though. Shopped till i drop. Literally. well wasnt me but Sierra did fall down. :P Forever 21 is officially my fav shop. right next to Topshop. :) I had a blast with my cousins. But u were still on my mind... *sighs* on the plus side. i did get a hott sexy dress. :D

Well once school starts no more late night world cup matchs for me :( n also the start of my boring routine.

I'm so sorry i tried to let you go. But every time i do that i feel so horrid of myself. guilty. And if i think of you, i feel the urge to just die. Its to hurtful. If you could live in my life for one day. Im sure you would understand. This hurt, scars and tears is for a good reason. And i would trade it for anyone. The time we spend i wouldnt change it forever. it will be cherish in my heart. Eventhough my heart isnt what its used to be.. its broken into pieces. and cant be together unless you do it..

I love you.. i love you once, i still love you n i will love you forever

The Only Exception...

My Addiction.. PARAMORE. Hayley Williams is amazing :)

Holidays are finally here!! I'm so excited that i forgot the introduction... So hey, what up evryone??? So i got a 2 weeks break n my plan is to just shop till i drop (n my parents go bakrupt :P) Other than that, it will be just me hanging out with my gurl Vanessa. Been waiting for song i need my gurl bonding time!!!

Besides that, I've been strangely addicted to The Only Exception by Paramore. As all of you probably know, I have always loved Paramore. Their one of my fav bands out there. But i was addicted to that song then not so but now, its lyk im singing it in school ( as usual my friends would be like "What song is that?" and "I've never heard of Paramore" n i'll be like wow, u guys need a life.. hehe) The worst part, was having that song stuck in my head during my exams!! Imagine doing additional maths n in your head instead of remembering the formulaes all you have is "You are the only exception". Yea, not really helping especially when you have to get an A..

I think i know why im addicted to it thought... Mainly cause, i can normally get over a guy in a month the most... but now its been almost 3 months n im still stuck in the past. And i think i don't ever want to move.. I get a bit of happiness in some sort of way... I've never felt like this about anyone... its like i'm feeling love all over again.. And i know its wrong to love you when your with someone else but i cant fight it. I've tried and tried and yet im still stuck. This feeling is never leaving.

I love you J so freaking much... You are the one for me.. n i'll never let you go ever..

"If all hope had vanished and all man perished,
My love for you would remain undead,
But if the day comes when you saw you've stopped caring for this love,
That would be the day this lifeless soul will stop breathing"

thats a song im writting. actually i wrote but i cant put it up cause its behind my exam paper :P its weird but i always get inspired during exams.. :P well guess my teacher is reading it


songs to listen

Paramore ~ The Only Exception (since the whole post is bout that)
Flyleaf ~ Broken Wings ( beautiful song. cried whn i heard it)
Slipknot ~ Black heart
Skillet ~ Monster



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