wat up ppls? i knw i haven been bloggin 4 awhile, tats cz ive been bz w stuff...... The month of May 4 me can b discribed in 1 word HORRIBLE! let me tell u wht i mean.......
The month started off quite ok. My life was still in its place. My cus was here n she was soo happy 2 c me soo happy. Afta she left, tats whn the nonsense started. I think it was still the 1st week of May tat the most horrible thing happen ~ i lost the 1 i love........ the thing tat hurt me d most. I juz reli dun knw wat happen... we were soo good 2 each other... (been frnds 4 months bout a year 2 b exact) n suddenly out of no whre he gt mad @ me 4 no reason n tat was it....... the end of my life........ we promised each other 2 stay out of each other's life. At 1st it wasnt easy cz i spend most of my time on9 n so does he, so whneva i go to the site i always go 2 he'll b thre. Bt l8tz he started talkin 2 me, frndly talkin. i kinda like it. feels gr8 tat v can still b frnds... bt he started 2 piss me off. he started 2 flirt w my best frnds. his plan is 2 make me jealous.... i knw cz he has hinted 2 a few a my frnds. The most recent 1 is tat hes datin 1 of my best frnd.... n she thinks he reli likes her bt actually its all his plan. N she doesnt want 2 belief any1..... wish she would likes n not gt hurt....... its up 2 her so i cant do anythin
Thn thre was the funeral's. The depressin part........ well 1st 1 was my dad cus. He died of cancer. I didnt feel soo bad cz i saw him in the hospital (still can remember the date 14 feb. o9 i visited him ~ valentines day). Wht i pity was he had a daughther hu was 10 years old. The day of the funeral, she was cryin..... which made me sad n made me cry. Next was my aunt's cus. He died a horrible death. car accident in singapore. The car burst into flames! it hit a tree n thn the divider n finnaly burst into flames. i saw the pics. it was horrific...... 3 ppl were burned on the spot. My aunts cus is married bt doesnt hav any kids. May their souls rest in peace..
The last thing is w my parents. C they think i spend 2 much time in front of the comp. Bt heres the thing, my frnds r all on the net. n i feel beta whn i talk 2 them. Its like they're the best! lov u guyz (alisa, si, m, marie, dustin, n soo much more). n bsides if i dun talk 2 dustin 4 1 day it juz doesnt seem rite........lol damn chezzy. so if onli my rents could understand tiz................Lastly was tat i lost my KWN comp. Our storyboard didnt gt accepted. Bt my junior's 1 gt accepted. It was damn depressin cz tiz is the last year 4 us to join........ so so long KWN had soo much fun last year......... 2 every1 i met last year, i miss u soo much! hope someday v can meet!
Well hopefull Jun will b beta 4 me....... n hopefully i gt dustin......lolz..... well i think tats all... so im off 2 study...... songs 4 the month of may :
Daurgtry - over you
good charlotte - break apart her heart n dance floor anthem
Colbie Caillat - realize, the little things
3oh!3 - richman, punkbitch
ashley tisdale - its alrite, its ok
jordin sparks - battlefield
ashlee simpsons - liltle miss obssesive
akon- trouble maker (me n dustin's fav song!)
