How long more do i have to fake this??

Heyy ppls.. can any1 answer my question?? i knw one person hu can. YOU. answer it. I've faked a smile for u, evn tho i hate her, i kept silent, all the thing i did knowing in return i wud get nothing. Why? cause of 3 words I LOVE YOU. Love is something so strong tht no matter how strong u may be, you will be defeated. It conquers evrything. I just wish you would understand hw i feel. Im only human, i can fake but i have my limits. And im reaching to it. i keep telling myself tht its over.. but my hearts says no you have to fight for it. Im srry i've tried 2 let you go. But i cnt. My love is too strong for me to fight for it.. so can u please give me a chance? i cant move on tho i've tried. No one can love u as much as i did. and soon (i hope) you would realize tht. i want to prove to you tht i am the one for u. Its meant to be. Your my soul mate. n im sure of it. and u said the same thing 2 me. remember tht?? Realize it!! For nw im resulting in DEATH. i cant take another step without u... so i dun see any reason 2 live without you. im srry. if i hurt u. but it didnt really count as hurting u cz i was joking around. I'M SORRY N...... I'LL BE STANDING IN THE WINGS. - jacob black (eclipse)