Hey people.. misery business is what i have going on. Im stuck on this page of my life. And i think i don't want to leave it. Maybe cause its my happy place. And everybody never wants to leave their happy place cause you feel like nothing can bring you down. Everything was perfect. Maybe cause it was the 1st time i was feeling love. Being in love. And everyone knows the first cut is the deepest. He isnt the 1st. but it feels like he is.
Holidays are over. So fast. It was fun though. Shopped till i drop. Literally. well wasnt me but Sierra did fall down. :P Forever 21 is officially my fav shop. right next to Topshop. :) I had a blast with my cousins. But u were still on my mind... *sighs* on the plus side. i did get a hott sexy dress. :D
Well once school starts no more late night world cup matchs for me :( n also the start of my boring routine.
I'm so sorry i tried to let you go. But every time i do that i feel so horrid of myself. guilty. And if i think of you, i feel the urge to just die. Its to hurtful. If you could live in my life for one day. Im sure you would understand. This hurt, scars and tears is for a good reason. And i would trade it for anyone. The time we spend i wouldnt change it forever. it will be cherish in my heart. Eventhough my heart isnt what its used to be.. its broken into pieces. and cant be together unless you do it..
I love you.. i love you once, i still love you n i will love you forever
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