Challenges.

Challenges. We all face them. Either at school, work or even at home. You can either overcome these challenges or fall face down in front of them. Us, teenagers face them everyday. Some are strong enough to get through them, some crash and burn thus leading to do doing things that wouldnt even freakin help you (WAKE UP PPL!!) lolx

I face them all the time. I wake up in the morning not feeling like P.Diddy but feeling like Amy Winehouse. (summazised, feeling crap. just love Ke$ha so wanted to give my homegurl a shout out!! ). Get ready for school, if its a schooling day. or else imma be sleeping to noon. hehe. Of course the music player on my phone is at full blast =) cant go a day without music. i just play whatever song im in the mood for. mostly Paramore tho. Once im ready, i get in the car, n get ready for my mum's nagging for 20 minutes. (why the fuck must my school be so far??) She goes on and on about how im not getting straight a's. n this is what i cant take. Parents need to be realistic a little n realize that if your child just started learning the subject there no freakin way that that child is gonna get A+ in the exams!!! And if the child has gotten lets say a B, instead of nagging, u should encourage her. Not nagging n making us feel even more useless. And most of all, DON'T JUDGE. i hate ppl who judge. i mean who are you to say that i'm gonna be a bad person when im away from you? I am me. Stephanie. i don't even know what the future hold for me, so how can you be so sure that you do. Only God does. i just live my life n let things happen (yea, i dun give a damn anymore after what happen) so please save it. Like imma listen. Save the planet by not talking/wasting your breathe, your doing a great thing for mother nature by not producing carbon dioxide. Alrite, so once im at school, i dun really study.. hehe all i do is do the work the teacher gives or sometime i dont =p normally i read.. hey it improves my vocab ok!! during recess, sometimes i eat if i really cnt stand the hungry. Most of the time i dont.. Theres one teacher who always gives me crap. Seriously i think its time u retire!! she's such a perfectionist. hate those ppl. n also judgemental. She made false statements about me, spreaded them to other ppl. So know people think of me according to her. And i hate tht. Lots of students hate her so im not alone. =) She always picks on me. Oh how i wish you were a student, i would been much happier now ;) (im evil, so think of wht imma do lol). I come backk frm skool, watch my fav tv show ever. F.R.I.E.N.D.S.!!! i love tht show.. Joey is awesome!! i need to buy the complete seasons!!! watching tht makes me feel better. Next, i take a nap. (hehe, tired la!!) wake up, kinda study a lil. then sneakily go online (my dad has rules of me using the comp. i can only use it on Sat for 2 hrs) i;m sorry but i cnt live under those circumtanses. most of my frnds r online, talking to them makes me feel better.

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And theres one person who i can always turn to when im down, i need him everyday n that is SHANE DAWSON!! i love him n his vids. their epic!! they put a smile on my face. n knowing tht i have something to brightened my day, its a nice feeling. then watch tv a lil, then its off to bed. well fake bed. hehe see my mum thinks im asleep but the truth is im wide awake, reading my books. (story books ah!!) then im off to my lala land =) so thats basically my day.

Its kinda lame but theres nothing to do in this town. After 4 years, its hitting me. There's no Subway, no T.G.I Fridays, No Victoria Station, going shopping? theres no use, cz the choices are super limited!! not good for a shoppaholic like me!! KL is the place for me. My bestest friend, my sister.. Vanessa!! is there. my frnds are there. n well theres alot more to do. School's there are to times better than here. not to say i dont like my friends here, but it would be nice to be friends with ppl who not only care bout studies all the time. n there only two ppl who are awesome here, tht is Harveena n Sirisa. their younger than me. lolx by a year so yea. My best friend in the skool well shes kinda like a geek. sometimes she a bitch. sorry to say it. so yea my life's boring cz of this stupid place.

about my last post, it got a lot of ppl worrying. I'm so sorry guys. I realized tht wht you guys were saying was right. n im happy. I got great frnds (in KL n all ovr the world.) n i love them very much. feel blessed to have them. i have Shane Dawson. haha. i have music. wait, i got side tracked frm wht i was saying. lol sorry. oh yea, great cousins, i know i can always count on you guys. Shout out to Jakeyy. tho we're not really talking as much as we used to, im really lucky i found you, your an amazing friend. and a other krazy person just like me!! hope things can get backk to to usual. cz it was amazing then. bestest friends forever!! lol evn tho u lyk it or not!! =p im kinda sad cz me n my nephew arent talking anymore.. i miss u la krazy guy!! imma hunt you down soon. thts rite your aunty is coming. be prepared. lol. dun worry not for revenge. =) just miss talkin to you.

My whole point of this post is to say tht, Life is full of challenges. It isnt called life if theres no challenges. These challenges come for a purpose. To see how strong we are. Not to bring us down. As we pass through one, it makes us stronger for the next. I've realized this. i've always been a person who never gives up. never lets anything get to me. i let just one small get to me, n i end up becoming a whole different person. But now im backk. And im staying this way. Love is a battlefield. filled with challenges. sometimes you dun surrender because you know once you win, the prize is amazing. But other times, you show a white flag of truce cause its not worth it. People who break your heart are just another stop on this highway we call LIFE. You can face anything, as long as u have people to help, stick by you no matter what. and believe in yourself. Soon another page of my life will be written. College. i cant wait. though i know there are plenty of challenges coming my way, i will face them. I will not be crushed. For i have an awesome army with me. leaded by God =) lol i knw suddenly im holy. not really. hehe.

this is going on for too long... so this is Stephyy saying bye!! love you all very much. Thank you again for helping me. for putting smiles on my face. <3<3 love n respect y'all!!

songs of thee week/month? lol

~ Owl City's album (Ocean Eyes) <------ awesomesaures!!
~Pitbull ft Akon ~ Shut it down (lyrics are awesome!!)
~ Paramore ~ Ignorance, The Only Expection (any Paramore songs actually =p)
~ B.o.B ft hayley william ~ Airplanes.
~Evermore ~ light surrounding you
~ Relient K ~ Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
~ Kings Of Leon ~ Use Somebody
~ David Archuleta'a album!!
~ Justin Bieber's albums!!
~ Ke$ha ~ Blah Blah Blah, Your love is my drug
~All American Rejects album (When the world comes down), ~ (Songs : Move Along, It Ends Tonight
~Tokio Hotel ~ Scream, World Behind My Wall
~The Fray ~ Never say never, you found me
~ Miley Cyrus ~ When i look at you
~rascal flats ~ God bless the broken road, What hurts the most (country but meaningful lyrics)
~Adam Lambert ~ Whataya want from me
~ Taio Cruz ~ Break Your heart
~Boys like girls ~ the great escape
~Black Eyed Peas ~ Imma Be, Rock That Body
~Usher ft Will.I.am~ OMG
~Gavin Rosdale ~ adrenaline
~red jumpsuit apparatus ~ Face do
~trey songz ~ say aah
~ Lostprophets ~ Rooftops. <----- the best song ever.
~Slipknot ~ Snuff.

haha damn lot of songs.. but enjoy. till next time.. love xoxoxo



<3 with all my heart!!





amazing song..