Sunday, May 23, 2010

Confused!

Being confused is something i hate. So my life was alrite. but now this person tht i kicked out of my life (my ex, N) wants me back. I don't know whether i should belief him since i lost my trust in him after he lied. But he said, he only dated the gurl to make me jealous cause he thought he had lost me. That proves he doesnt know me cz i aint a jealous person, i so dun fall for tht trick. Anyways, idk what to do. my love for J is never ending. I always love him, but i dont think he's coming bck. Maybe he really did fall in love with her. Its a fact tht i cnt accept.. its too hurtfull. But if his happy then i have to live on with this hurt. I still want him to realize tht we are meant to be. But tht will take time.

So what do i do? Do i wait for the grand prize which i'm not even sure i can get but if i do it will the best thing that has evr happend or do i go for second place, forgive n forget?

"Trust is like a mirror, you can still fix it if its broken but you can still see the cracks on the mother fucker's reflection" <3 tht line lol

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